To blog or not to blog

As promised, well hinted at, in my first post, here's my attempt to explain to myself what I'm doing or trying to do by writing this new blog of mine. I have had an awareness since I started this blog that time is kind of stacking up against me in a 'gotta post, gotta post!' kind of way. My first attempt at blogging  here :http://lizngary.blogspot.com/ (hmm, there's my first snag, I don't know how to put a link in there) was good enough as a first attempt and I'm quite happy with the posts in terms of tone and message, but I just couldn't seem to keep it up. Maybe I wasn't sufficiently motivated, but I think it just probably wasn't the right time for me to be blogging. Is there ever a right time, I wonder? With a little help from my friends I had a bit more success being part of a collective blog here: http://loozingit.blogspot.com/ . I had a clear reason and aim in mind, ie formulating a healthy eating plan, and that helped me to keep on track, both with blogging and healthy eating.

So I've been trying to work out exactly why I feel like blogging now, when so many others are reaching the decision to stop blogging, whether temporarily or permanently. I guess that blogs, like email group members, will tend to come and go and I should base my decision to blog on my own feelings and motivation. I've also had more of a chance to have a look around at the blogging world and read various different kinds of blogs written by people in differing communities, so I've had a chance to think about the look and feel of this blog (and I have big plans, hindered only by a lack of familiarity with the software which is making the process frustratingly slow and painstaking).  I do have my 3 fairy blogmothers (thanks you lot) to help me overcome any glitches, as I have learnt that good support is essential in any undertaking.

I have been examining what I want and what I don't want from blogging and from this blog in particular. I think I'm clearer about what I don't want. I've been dismayed in the past by bloggers who seem to think that they are only writing for a select few, perhaps a group of friends. Now this is absolutely fine, as most of us probably envisage a small readership and expect comments only from people we 'know' quite well either in the real world or in cyberspace. What I didn't think was fine was that they seemed to forget that, unless you password your blog, it is open to anyone who wants to read it. As such I believe one has a responsibility to be respectful, especially if you are blogging about real people in real time. I've also felt very humbled looking at not only other peoples' blogs but also their lives. They all seem to have so much going on in their days that it made my head spin and I felt inadequte by comparison. Now I know that comparisons are odious but I just don't feel up to presenting our life that way. So what do I want from this blog? Well recently I have had experiences which I could have taken to an email group or discussed with friends, but it either didn't feel appropriate or it wasn't possible and I felt the need to examine my thoughts and feelings soon after the event. I think that's what I'm hoping to do, strew a few thoughts and ideas on this table I've created and push them around a bit till they resemble something.

Well, as I have hungry kids pressing me to cook, I'll end with just a brief explanation of the title of this blog. Most obviously I chose this title, or rather my dh Gary suggested it, because we live in a wooden house in the far north of england. We love our 'shed', it is a fascinating place to live and I'm proud and passionate about living here. However I do feel the need to get away and roam on a  regular basis. It doesn't have to be far, it can be a walk in the wonderful countryside near us, or a drive to visit other home edders. The view of 'our' valley as we come over the hill on our way home is a great reward for taking ourselves away for a while. And it gives me new perspective every time I see it. If ever I get wobbly about having moved our family 300 miles from our old home I only have to sweep along down 'Mile Bank' and I feel like a queen surveying her realm.